{"id":125,"date":"2022-09-25T16:39:22","date_gmt":"2022-09-25T16:39:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/?p=125"},"modified":"2022-09-25T16:39:22","modified_gmt":"2022-09-25T16:39:22","slug":"youre-not-weak-if-you-ask-for-help","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/?p=125","title":{"rendered":"You\u2019re not weak if you ask for help"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"285\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/img_9117-285x300.jpg\" class=\"wp-image-124 size-full\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/img_9117-285x300.jpg 285w, https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/img_9117-416x438.jpg 416w, https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/img_9117-768x809.jpg 768w, https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/img_9117.jpg 828w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 285px) 100vw, 285px\" \/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p>Sometimes admitting that youre not okay is the hardest thing you can do, BUT, it is the first and biggest step to getting better. I am revisiting this post and feeling every word to the bone\u2026. #itsokaytonotbeokay #startingover #eyesonthehorizon #thesunriseneverlies<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anyone else feel alone and abandoned today? Friday is supposed to be Yay! Day\u2026. I cant be bothered with it and actually feel I could bite the hand that tried to hug me\u2026. So, I revisited this post yet again. Every word stings like saltwater in a new paper cut.  #yourenotalone #askforhelp #dontgiveup<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Waking up to darkness is real\u2026 thoughts crowding your mind of why bother and is it worth it\u2026 misgivings about every aspect of your life, questioning every success like each is a traitor, nodding hello at every failure as if each is a familiar good friend\u2026 last night I was a warrior. This morning, I feel like a tangled ball of useless frustration. A failure not worth the fight. It would feel better to just get back in the box\u2026 Facing myself in the mirror was the first step. Shedding a few tears in the shower where no one could hear me was the second. Facing myself again in the mirror and reminding myself that I am worthy and appreciated, even if its by only one person was the third step. And getting dressed, having breakfast and facing my day was the last\u2026 life goes on. Chin up. #thestruggleisreal #anxietyawareness #sadness #depressionawareness #ptsdawarenessmonth #itsokaynottobeokay #bethebestversionofyou<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes admitting that youre not okay is the hardest thing you can do, BUT, it is the first and biggest step to getting better. I am revisiting this post and feeling every word to the bone\u2026. #itsokaytonotbeokay #startingover #eyesonthehorizon #thesunriseneverlies Anyone else feel alone and abandoned today? Friday is supposed to be Yay! Day\u2026. I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[21,10,20,6,13,22,19,8,9,7],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/125"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=125"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/125\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":126,"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/125\/revisions\/126"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=125"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=125"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenkresspensagain.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=125"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}